The Observer's Portal

Deterioration of Relationships

2008-03-25T00:10:00.000-07:00

It has been some months where I have developed positive relationships with others, based on trust, love, and true friendship - but as time develops I observe imperfections and holes in their characters, which make me want to distance myself. There was one person who I thought I could possibly have an amazing friendship with, but she completely destroyed it with her insolent and discourteous behaviour - something I honestly never expected. It was tolerable to begin with, and I really didn't mind her being such a negative and criticising being, because I never wanted to 'destroy' the friendship, but I will definitely distance myself, almost completely, from her. In the long-run, I want absolutely no friendship remaining - which is a very sad thing, because she's extremely smart and I haven't met a single person who doesn't like her, she's authentique par excellence, and circumstanciates all scenarios very decisively. Almost this 'perfect' being, but with zero-leniency. I don't have the authority to judge her character, but it's something that has been getting on my nerves and now her character is intolerable.

Throughout my life, I didn't trust anybody, because trust is a very powerful and dominant tool of control - it can be used against you, if used imprecisely and neglectfully - as it has been done in high-school, a horrible and disgusting experience I would never want to face again, an experience I can never tell. So I decided to completely stay away from people, albeit me being a very social and understanding person, but after I met a few people in my university, I made trusting relationships, and now, I almost regret them.

Ever and anon, we are faced with choices; since the desire of all human beings is (ultimately) happiness, the pursuit of this goal may be very difficult, it can be found in the most unexpected places at the most dire times. This may make a person become very tempted, and make them head towards a 'forbidden fruit' to harvest the happiness. But as with all choices, come consequences; I believed that I will finally be free, and happy, but the consequences are becoming more and more apparent, I feel more and more secluded from reality, trapped in this little box of 'friends', who I hope will one day mean nothing to me.

The return...

2008-03-17T22:52:00.000-07:00

I have returned... after months of not updating this 'blog', I think it's about time to do so.
Developments:
-Intrapersonal and Interpersonal relationships
-Building bridges of communication, love, hope, and trust with all.
-Shifting mindsets (way too often) / Paradigm shifts
-Disciplined and an immense growth of character.

And... I'm finally 'out'. December 1st, 2007 - I came out to the first person in my life. It was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, something I thought would be almost impossible. It was very dangerous, I'm still living those dangers, having talked to my dad for months and there's growing doubt amongst most family members, who I can feel are distancing themselves - I don't know till when will they tolerate my liberties - but I can consciously assert my authority, with regards to the scopes and limitations of life and society. We are silenced individuals, who can only do benefit,and not harm to society, but what many seldom realise is that there is more to one than just 'black' or 'white', 'gay' or 'straight', 'good' or 'bad', so facing judgment is no problem for me, because it is too popularised and even propagated - but whatever, I don't care. Rousseau claims that humans are all born primitive and violent, and I've begun to believe it be true.

Character Discipline

2007-10-19T00:25:00.000-07:00

What exactly has happened to me since February 28th 2007? Something definitely died. It's too abstract to define or shape, but it has happened. Something inside, someone living, died. I was so sad about it, whatever happened, was too weird, too hard to explain. It was too sad, too tiring, too powerful of a force that has overtaken my mind. It is not an illusion, I don't feel it is. Something that has existed inside me since childhood (or even birth) died, and triggered this intense character revolution. Too deep to explain, even I cannot untangle it - perhaps it was the syndromes of my complex mindset that died, but I should have been happy, instead I felt as if I have dilapidated... like some old building.

But I did learn something, it was the most valuable lesson in my entire life. Today, I'm not a confused person anymore, I feel so powerful and strong and feel as though I can finally prove myself. I feel freed, liberated, emancipated, from something dark. It's so much easier to make friends, I'm losing a lot of weight, I stopped smoking, I'm usually always happy - too many more positive things are happening; right now, none of the confusion of the past exists anymore. I can say that I am reborn.

(I write this in order to read it sometime in the future to try and understand what exactly is going on in my mind. If someone else wrote this I'd be like who the hell is this weirdo ? but oh well.. what can I say)

A growing gap

2007-08-12T12:17:00.000-07:00

As I develop my subconscious, I am indirectly developing my self-conscious, at least that's how I feel. I have no thesis or support to backup this statement, it is just how it feels. The problem with this revolutionizing mindset is a growing gap in the emotional spectrum. What I mean is, what triggered and ignited this 'revolution' will undoubtedly develop into a weakness, and the more I develop positively, the more I develop this weakness. This does make sense, I will explain a total random scenario, to explain what I mean:

A teenager lost his father, no doubt his entire emotional and mental spectrum will change and become unstable (limitation=time). Let's say he decides to become a stronger person, a more can't-take-shit-from-anybody type, the more he develops this spectrum, the greater he will develop a negative emotional scenario towards his father. To simplify this, he will change, but in two ways, one way would be to become tough/strong, and the other way would be to become weak when the topic focus is his father. The whole idea about bringing his father into the picture would be a sort of weakness for him.

OK, there, a random story, has some logic to it, and at least it conveys my message. This widening gap could bring about great emotional instability, and over time it just grows wider and wider, until a resolution is reached. OK, so not everything is going as planned, my next step now is to stop this 'revolution' and think of ways I could suppress my anti-conscience until I could reach a resolution.

This revolutionizing mindset has taken its toll, sometimes I think it's a little too dramatic, but what the fuck.. I guess that's just how I feel, I haven't ever been dramatic or a drama queen in front of anyone, and I don't intend to be.

Presenting this unique scenario (What I mean by revolution)

2007-07-12T01:00:00.000-07:00

The reason I will be writing this is not to draw attention or to prove myself, but to propose a new idea, a new perception, something that was totally unexpected from me, Anto. I am just an ordinary figure, what is important is what I have done, and what I'm currently doing, and what I will do in the future, I, the person, am not the attention, this new character plateau however, is. it is just to show a whole new wave of thought, one that is possible. It could be an example to others, an inspiration (whatever), or just an interesting read.

Many people have asked me "how I'm doing" and I reply "I'm revolutionizing", others would just look at my msn nickname and be like WTF is he saying ?

For months I've been keeping everything on hold, and in some sense, 'isolating' myself, to initiate a whole new character plan, a revolution, to change everything in my life - from actions, to reactions, to emotions, to physical appearance, to perceptions, to perspectives, to all things that make the human what he is.

This means, I would live under instability for a while - for example, I would act differently with people today, then I would have a month ago, it's just to try out and test different characters, to discover myself, in order to change from my previous state, to a completely new one - so this is an internal revolution - What does a revolution mean ? Here are some definitions:

-a drastic and far-reaching change in ways of thinking and behaving; "the industrial revolution was also a cultural revolution"
-A revolution is a relatively sudden and absolutely drastic change. This may be a change in the social or political institutions over a relatively short period of time, or a major change in its culture or economy.
-Rapid and extensive culture change generated from within a society.

The primary, root objective of revolution is change. Revolutions, however, do not apply only to society and politics, they can also apply to the individual. Imagine you are living in a country where the masses are unhappy with the political status quo, but are weakened by fear and dominance because of a potent and powerful political regime, preferably a dictatorship, eventually, over a long period of time, what will happen ? No doubt, the masses will rise and create a revolution. A living breathing example of this was the Cedar Revolution in my own country, Lebanon, in 2005.

Lets apply this political/social situation to the individual. When a person has, for a very long time, been unhappy with himself, eventually there will reach a point where the person cannot take it anymore, some people break down, others commit suicide, others become hopeless - but, only the willful and powerful would have the might and tendency to change. It is one of the hardest goals in life, change. When we look at a revolution, things don't 'automatically' become perfect and stable, often, in the first steps of a revolution, there is unemployment, political instability, riots, an uncomfortable social situation, and whatnot. So, in the beginning, everything goes down. So there has to be sacrifices made and a strong determination and will, to strive for a better future. After a while, maybe months and years, things slowly start looking brighter.

In my case, this revolution was necessary, there was no choice for me but to go through it, and because I have a solid philosophical and psychological background, it was only commonplace to 'create' something a little out of the ordinary, and that is, placing certain 'degrees' and 'steps' to how much I've changed and how much more I can change, which are represented by a percentage. (i.e. my revolution has reached 5%). In this case, when I place a percentage, it means I have placed limits, because I am implying a value. But, how can I 'limit' how much I change ? Who can predict a 'limitation' to a revolution ? The answer is a very complicated one, because this revolution is only one part of change, I have placed values because I have planned it, the revolution itself consists of many steps I have to accomplish, some very easy, others extremely difficult. The steps are the revolution itself, but the external third-party outcomes are outside the framework of the revolution. So, the revolution is planned, but the 'side-effects' are not - and most probably, the side-effects will be extreme too, there is no drama involved in this.

The equation I have created is C = K pC lim=conscience. This means Change is directly proportional to the potential to Change. The only limitation to this is the conscience, the mental state, the desire to 'stop' or slow change. I have given much thought to this, do not forget, awkwardness only lies in your misconceptions.

But it has started, I am optimistic, I will be waiting and I just need a bit more time. This is not only to prove to myself, but it is also to prove to others. Is this normal coming from me ? No, it's not, it's completely new to me too. I am open to criticism and mockery, change usually has an unfavorable light to how others perceive it, but nevertheless I will continue, and pass all obstacles to reach my goals. Whatever it takes, I am confident I will reach my goals, this is just the beginning.

The Loud Introduction

2007-07-11T00:49:00.000-07:00

To all those children who wish to underestimate or mock my new, peculiar approach to change, I will tell you, there is no need to invoke the mindset of awkwardness or mockery towards my unorthodox testimony, for awkwardness only lies in your misunderstanding, misconceptions, misinterpretations, misconduct, ignorance, and arrogance. Keeping my ideas and thoughts clandestine, I will only introduce partially, the new wave of thought that will cause a complete 180 degree character change. It will come along with physical, metaphysical, mental, and emotional change, already all this is happening - I can no longer withhold or withstand my subtle, quiet, observant self anymore. There is no forecasting the outcome, but whatever it is, this revolution was necessary. It also involves an amalgamation of philosophical and psychological steps.

Here is the truth, in simple English: If a person tells another person his emotions, his feelings, his true character, the other person would indirectly have control and some sort of authority and power towards him - the hardest and most valued attribute one could give, is trust. Trust could be used as a tool of control, manipulation, and demolition, or harmony, bliss, chastity, and fidelity. Everyone has something he could not trust someone else with, but I hope the shell of "quiet" is broken, and I hope it is an example to others. This testimony automatically gives the reader power over me, the reader could mock and humiliate and simply think this is all weird, but let me repeat: there is no need to invoke the mindset of awkwardness or mockery towards my unorthodox testimony, for awkwardness only lies in your misunderstanding, misconceptions, misinterpretations, misconduct, ignorance, and arrogance.

WITH THE POWER OF TRUTH,
I, WHILE LIVING,
HAVE CONQUERED THE UNIVERSE.

I am trusting you, the reader, with my truth, a very powerful step, it is to rid myself of all guilt, and to associate my being-for-myself and being-for-others, something that is necessary to continue revolutionizing. The duality of my being-for-myself and my being-for-others permits the same possibilities of inauthenticity as does the duality of facticity and freedom.

From February 28th 2007, I have introduced a whole new revolutionary phase in my life, one that is still on its way. It is a complete internal revolution, I know that this revolution will result in a paradigm shift. The emotional-orientated aspect of human attitudes (such as love, hate, admiration) are always subtle and alluring, but all these attitudes will reduce, on one way or another, to some form of sadism or masochism. This is a very intriguing phrase if you understand it. Masochism is a desire to be a tool for others, to be manipulated, looked at, and humiliated. Sadism is a desire to look at others, to reduce them to tools, to manipulate, and humiliate them. For example, when you are in love, either you would want to be looked at by your lover, or you would want to have control over your lover.

I will not cause revelation, yet. The perpetual "what-if" will always stay in my mind, but by the mighty wave of a revolution, which may last for years or decades, will prove to me my own strength, my own potency, the true power of my character. A complete revolution can and will never take place, but a tendency towards a complete revolution will.

WE EITHER SUFFER AND DISINTEGRATE EMOTIONALLY,
OR BECOME STRONGER THROUGH THE STRUGGLE.

But this is not enough, so far I just presented a utopian image, but.. the mind and the (metaphoric) heart are two separate entities. There is one thing I cannot conquer, I will not say it now. It has taken over 80% of my mind, I cannot spend an hour without thinking about it. It has become such a huge weakness for me, that should be left unspoken of, I can not be left vulnerable yet. This is my only weakness, what/who has triggered the complete change in character is the weakness itself. There is no planning or forecasting an outcome in a revolution, but this unprecedented emotion that I've kept dormant all my life has awoke, amplifying the importance of emotional stability. The outcome however, will be extreme; either I will have complete emotional stability, or complete emotional instability. This is the chance I will have to take.

Requesting Psychology E-Books

2007-06-13T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone, it's Anto. I'm offering e-books on applied (or otherwise) psychology. If anyone wishes to have any of them, please contact me.

APPLIED PSYCHOLOGY

Clinical Psychology
-101 Healing Stories for Children and Teens Using Metaphors in Therapy
-COGNITIVE BEHAVIOUR THERAPY WITH OLDER PEOPLE
-COGNITIVE THERAPY FOR CHRONIC AND PERSISTENT DEPRESSION
-COMPREHENSIVE HANDBOOK OF PSYCHOTHERAPY VOLUME 1 PSYCHODYNAMICOBJECT RELATIONS
-CONTEMPORARY CLINICAL PSYCHOLOGY 2nd Ed
-Core Processes in Brief Psychodynamic Psychotherapy Advancing Effective Practice
-Counseling and Psychotherapy theories in context and practice
-Culture and Psychotherapy A Guide to Clinical Practice
-Draw The Line: Say NO!
-Drawing the Line Art Therapy with the Difficult Client
-Encyclopedia of Psychotherapy
-FAMILY THERAPY Concepts, Process and Practice 2nd Ed
-Feeling Good The New Mood Therapy
-Handbook of Brief Cognitive Behaviour Therapy
-Handbook of Couples Therapy
-HANDBOOK OF PSYCHOLOGICAL ASSESSMENT 4TH ED
-Interviewing and Diagnostic Exercises for Clinical and Counseling Skills Building
-Introducing Cognitive Analytic Therapy
-INTRODUCTION TO THE PRACTICE OF PSYCHOANALYTIC PSYCHOTHERAPY
- LSD Psychotherapy
- PLAY IN CHILD DEVELOPMENT AND PSYCHOTHERAPY Toward Empirical Practice
-Psychological Interventions In Early Psychosis A treatment Handbook
-Psychosynthesis A Psychology of the Spirit
-Psychotherapy and Counseling in the Treatment of Drug Abuse
-Psychotherapy Of Psychosis
-PSYCHOTHERAPY WITH SUICIDAL PEOPLE A Person-centred Approach
-The case Study Guide To Cognitive Behaviour Therapy Of Psychosis
-The Interpretation of Dreams - Sigmund Freud
-The Meaning Of The Dream In Psychoanalysis
-Time Line Therapy and the Basis of Personality
-Treatment of Recurrent Depression

Educational Psychology

-Adapting Educational and Psychological Tests for Cross-Cultural Assessment
-Essentials of KABC-II Assessment
-Essentials of Psychological Testing
-Teaching Psychology A Step By Step Guide
-The Ambiguity of Teaching to the Test Standards, Assessment, and Educational Reform
-The Pursuit of Excellence Through Education

Forensic Psychology

-A Matter of Security The Application of Attachment Theory to Forensic Psychiatry and Psychotherapy
-Criminal Psychology
-CRIMINAL PSYCHOLOGY and FORENSIC TECHNOLOGY A Collaborative Approach to Effective Profiling
-The Psychology of Interrogations and Confessions A Handbook

General

-Encyclopedia Of Applied Psychology
-FINANCIAL RISK TAKING An Introduction to the Psychology of Trading and Behavioural Finance
-Investment Psychology Explained Classic Strategies to Beat the Markets
-Mechanical Trading Systems Pairing Trader Psychology with Technical Analysis
-Psychology and Law Truthfulness,Accuracy and Credibility 2nd Ed
-Psychology in Chess
-Psychology of Intelligence Analysis
-The Psychology Of Computer Programming
-THE PSYCHOLOGY OF ENTERTAINMENT MEDIA Blurring the Lines Between Entertainment and Persuasion
-Trading to Win THE PSYCHOLOGY OF MASTERING THE MARKETS
-Winning Chess Psychology

Health Psychology

-HANDBOOK OF PEDIATRIC PSYCHOLOGY IN SCHOOL SETTINGS
-Psychology In Diabetes Care
-RESEARCH COMPANION TO ORGANIZATIONAL HEALTH PSYCHOLOGY
-The Handbook of Work and Health Psychology 2nd Ed

Industrial and Organizational Psychology

-Companies Are People, Too Discover, Develop, and Grow Your Organization’s True Personality
-Discrimination at Work The Psychological and Organizational Bases
-International Review of Industrial and Organizational Psychology Vol 18
-International Review of Industrial and Organizational Psychology Vol 19
-International Review of Industrial and Organizational Psychology Vol 20
-Managing Psychological Factors in Information Systems Work An Orientation to Emotional Intelligence
-ORGANIZATIONAL PSYCHOLOGY A SCIENTIST-PRACTITIONER APPROACH
-Personality And Organizations
-Personality and Work Reconsidering the Role of Personality in Organizations
-Psychological Management of Individual Performance
-RESEARCH COMPANION TO ORGANIZATIONAL HEALTH PSYCHOLOGY
-RESEARCH IN ORGANIZATIONAL BEHAVIOR Vol 25
-RESEARCH IN ORGANIZATIONAL BEHAVIOR Vol 26
-Resizing the Organization Managing Layoffs,Divestitures, and Closings Maximizing Gain While Minimizing Pain
-Role of General Mental Ability in Industrial, Work, and Organizational Psychology
-The Psychology of Leadership New Perspectives and Research
-Work and Life Integration Organizational, Cultural, and Individual Perspectives

Psychiatry

-A HISTORICAL DICTIONARY OF Psychiatry
-Advances in Psychiatry Second Volume
-Child and Adolescent Psychiatry A Comprehensive Textbook 3rd ed
-Clinical Child Psychiatry,2nd Ed
-Current Clinical Strategies Psychiatry
-ESSENTIALS OF PSYCHIATRY
-Families and Mental Disorder From Burden to Empowerment
-HANDBOOK OF DEMENTIA Psychological, Neurological,and Psychiatric Perspectives
-Kaplan & Sadock's Comprehensive Textbook of Psychiatry 7th ed
-New Oxford Textbook of Psychiatry
-Principles and Practice of Geriatric Psychiatry 2nd ed
-Psychiatric Diagnosis And Classification
-Psychiatric Slavery
-Psychiatry In Society
-Psychiatry Made Ridiculously Simple
-Textbook Of Biological Psychiatry
-TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY Methods for Clinical and Forensic Neuropsychiatric Assessment
-UNCOMMON THERAPY THE PSYCHIATRIC TECHNIQUES OF MILTON H. ERICKSON

GENERAL PSYCHOLOGICAL PRINCIPLES

-Handbook Of Psychology - Vol 01 - History Of Psychology
-Handbook Of Psychology - Vol 02 - Research Methods in Psychology
-Handbook Of Psychology - Vol 03 - Biological Psychology
-Handbook Of Psychology - Vol 04 - Experimental Psychology
-Handbook Of Psychology - Vol 05 - Personality And Social Psychology
-Handbook Of Psychology - Vol 06 - Developmental Psychology
-Handbook Of Psychology - Vol 07 - Educational Psychology
-Handbook Of Psychology - Vol 08 - Clinical Psychology
-Handbook Of Psychology - Vol 09 - Health Psychology
-Handbook Of Psychology - Vol 10 - Assessment Psychology
-Handbook Of Psychology - Vol 11 - Forensic Psychology
-Handbook Of Psychology - Vol 12 - Industrial and Organizational Psychology
-DMT The Spirit Molecule A Doctor's Revolutionary Research into the Biology of Near-Death and Mystical Experiences
-Elementary Experiments in Psychology
-Madness A Brief History
-Man's Search For Meaning
-Mapping Psychology 1
-PSYCHOLOGY'S GRAND THEORISTS How Personal Experiences Shaped Professional Ideas
-Quantum Consciousness The Guide to Experiencing Quantum Psychology
-Quantum Psychology How Brain Software Programs you and Your World
-Social Amnesia A Critique of Contemporary Psychology
-The Beginner's Guide to Quantum Psychology
-The GALE ENCYCLOPEDIA of Psychology 2ND ED
-The Great Ideas of Psychology Part I
-The Principles of Psychology Vol I, II
-The Psychological Assessment of Political Leaders With Profiles of Saddam Hussein and Bill Clinton

Now.. the real stuff !

RESEARCH PSYCHOLOGY
Research Psychology is, in a sense, psychology put in application, where there is direct confrontation between therapist and patient - treatment is performed here. Research Psychology needs utmost caution and attention to understand and apply.

1) Abnormal Psychology examines any abnormal behaviour, don't take "abnormal" in it's real context, abnormal in this case could mean anything outside the bounds of normality. It doesn't necessarily have to be extreme.

Abnormal Psychology - Mental Disorder

-An Atlas of DEPRESSION
-An Atlas of SCHIZOPHRENIA
-Anxiety Disorders An Introduction to Clinical Management and Research
-Attacking Anxiety and Depression
-Bipolar Disorder
-CLASSIFICATION OF DEVELOPMENTAL LANGUAGE DISORDERS Theoretical Issues and Clinical Implications
-Dementia 2nd Ed
-Depressive Disorders 2nd Ed
-Disasters and Mental Health
-Early Detection and Management of Mental Disorders
-Eating Disorders
-Handbook of Eating Disorders 2nd Ed
-Handbook of Personality Disorders Theory and Practice
-Mind, Meaning, and Mental Disorder The nature of causal explanation in psychology and psychiatry, 2nd Ed
-Mood Disorders A Handbook Of Science And Practice
-Pain And Depression An InterDiscipinary Patient-Centered Approach
-Personality Disorders
-Personality Disorders in Modern Life 2ND ED
-Phobias
-Posttraumatic Stress Disorder ISSUES AND CONTROVERSIES
-Schizophernia 2nd ed
-The Adolescent with Developmental Co-ordination Disorder (DCD)
-The Economics Of Gender And Mental Illness
-The Gale Encyclopedia Of Mental Disorders
-The Handbook of Memory Disorders 2ND ED

Abnormal Psychology - Psychopathology

-ATTACHMENT ISSUES IN PSYCHOPATHOLOGY AND INTERVENTION
-CHILD PSYCHOPATHOLOGY
-COMPREHENSIVE HANDBOOK OF PERSONALITY AND PSYCHOPATHOLOGY VOLUME 1 PERSONALITY AND EVERYDAY FUNCTIONING
-COMPREHENSIVE HANDBOOK OF PERSONALITY AND PSYCHOPATHOLOGY VOLUME 2 ADULT PSYCHOPATHOLOGY
-DEVELOPMENTAL PSYCHOPATHOLOGY 2ND ED Volume One Theory and Method
-DEVELOPMENTAL PSYCHOPATHOLOGY 2ND ED Volume Three Risk, Disorder, and Adaptation
-DEVELOPMENTAL PSYCHOPATHOLOGY 2ND ED Volume Two Developmental Neuroscience
-Essentials of Child Psychopathology
-Evolutionary Developmental Psychopathology
-HANDBOOK OF PERSONOLOGY AND PSYCHOPATHOLOGY
-MMPI-A Assessing Adolescent Psychopathology 3rd Ed
-PSYCHOPATHOLOGY FOUNDATIONS FOR A CONTEMPORARY UNDERSTANDING
-Psychopathology of Everyday Life
-The Corruption Of Reality A unified Theory Of Religion Hypnosis And Psychopathology
-The Divided Self An Existential Study in Sanity And Madness
-THE MASK OF SANITY

2) Biological Psychology is using the knowledge of the brain from "neurotransmitters to the cerebral cortex to treat their patients"

-Brain Facts A PRIMER ON THE BRAIN AND NERVOUS SYSTEM - THE SOCIETY FOR NEUROSCIENCE
-Brain, Vision, Memory
-Clinical Neuropsychology A Practical Guide to Assessment and Management for Clinicians
-Computational Explorations in Cognitive Neuroscience
-Elements of Molecular Neurobiology 3rd ed
-Foundations Of Physiological Psychology 6th ed
-Fundametals Of Human NeuroPsychology
-Handbook Of Functional Neuroimaging Of Cognition 2nd ed
-Introducing Evolutionary Psychology
-Methods of Behavior Analysis in Neuroscience
-Neurological Foundations of Cognitive Neuroscience
-NEUROSCIENCE 3rd Ed
-Neuroscience A Mathematical Primer
-Principles of Physiological Psychology
-Psychiatry as a Neuroscience
-SYNESTHESIA Perspectives from Cognitive Neuroscience
-TEXTBOOK of CLINICAL NEUROLOGY
-The Behavioral Genetics of Psychopathology A Clinical Guide
-The Cognitive Neuropsychology Of Schizophrenia
-THE MIND AT NIGHT The New Science of How and Why We Dream
-The Mind Within the Net Models of Learning, Thinking, and Acting
-Theoretical Neuroscience Computational and Mathematical Modeling of Neural Systems

3) COGNITIVE PSYCHOLOGY, my specialty. Cognitive Psychology basically encompasses on how our mental framework allows us to behave.

-Active Vision The Psychology of Looking and Seeing
-Advanced Mathematical Thinking
-Behavior Analysis and Learning 3rd Ed
-Cognition and Multi-Agent Interaction From Cognitive Modeling to Social Simulation
-Cognitive Science Dictionary
-Decision Analysis for Management Judgment 3rd Ed
-Decision theory A Brief Introduction
-Dynamic Memory a theory Of Reminding and Learning In Computers and People
-Foundations Of Cognitive Psychology
-Grounding Cognition The Role of Perception and Action in Memory, Language, and Thinking
-Handbook Of Cognition And Emotion
-Human Language And Our Reptilian Brain The Subcortical Bases Of Speech Syntax and thought
-Learning And Memory The Brain In Action
-MIND AS MOTION - Explorations in the Dynamics of Cognition
-Modularity in Knowledge Representation and Natural-Language Understanding
-Perception and Illusion Historical Perspectives
-Phenomenology Of Perception
-Power Versus Force An Anatomy of Consciousness The Hidden Determinants Of Human Behavior
-Psychology Of Intelligence Analysis
-RATIONAL CHOICE AND JUDGMENT Decision Analysis for the Decider
-Rational Choice Theory Advocacy And Critique
-Scientific and Technological Thinking
-The Conscious Mind
-The Mit Encyclopedia Of The Cognitive Sciences
-The Neurophysics of Human Behavior Explorations at the Interface of the Brain, Mind, Behavior, and Information
-THE PSYCHOLOGY OF ATTENTION
-The Psychology of Proof Deductive Reasoning in Human Thinking
-The Science Of Mind
-The Science Of The Mind, 2Nd Ed
-Thinking Psychological Perspectives on Reasoning,Judgment and Decision Making
-АN ESSAY On The Psychology of Invention in the Mathematical Field

4) DEVELOPMENT PSYCHOLOGY is the entire psychology behind growing up and developing, including the mental framework and thought processes of the infant into an adolescent.

-Adolescent Psychological Development Rationality Morality and Identity 2nd ed
-Child Development
-Figments of Reality The Evolution of the Curious Mind
-HANDBOOK OF ADOLESCENT PSYCHOLOGY
-Research Manual In Child Development 2nd ed
-The Cambridge Encyclopedia of Child Development
-THE CULTURAL ORIGINS OF HUMAN COGNITION
-Young Children's Cognitive Development Interrelationships Among Executive Functioning,Working Memory,Verbal Ability,and Theory of Mind

5) General

-Qualitative Research In Psychology Expanding Perspectives In Methodolgy And Design
-Research Methods and Statistics in Psychology 2nd ed

6) Personality Psychology is, as it's name suggests, a comprehensive understanding of personality.

-Emotional Design Why we Love Or Hate everyday things
-International Handbook Of Personal Construct Psychology
-Personality And Intellectual Competence
-Personality Theories
-PERSONALITY UNDER STRESS WHO GETS ANGRY AND WHY INDIVIDUAL DIFFERENCES IN COGNITIVE APPRAISAL AND EMOTION
-The Psychology of Emotion From Everyday Life to Theory
-The Psychology of Man's Possible Evolution
-The Psychology of Self-Esteem A Revolutionary Approach to Self-Understanding that Launched a New Era in Modern Psychology

7) Social Psychology is the psychological insight to how humans interact with the society and it's positive or negative circumstances and consequences arising from choice.

-Applications of Nonverbal Communication
-Culture And Psychology - Textbook
-Experiments with People Revelations From Social Psychology
-International Encyclopedia Of The Social & Behavioral Sciences
-Introduction To Political Psychology
-Introduction to Social Psychology
-Media Psychology
-ONLINE CONSUMER PSYCHOLOGY Understanding and Influencing Consumer Behavior in the Virtual World
-Representations of Death A Social Psychological Perspective
-The Psychological Foundations Of Culture
-THE SOCIOLOGY AND PSYCHOLOGY OF TERRORISM WHO BECOMES A TERRORIST AND WHY
-WHY SEX MATTERS A Darwinian Look at Human Behavior